Drained and lost,

I don’t know what to trust.

Least of all myself.

Gun-shy and weary,

I don’t know what to do.

Feeling isolated and alone

in darkness that shrouds me once again.

At the bottom of my soul

I don’t know what I’ll find.

Need out of this pit.

Can’t find the motivation,

or the reason why.

Need for someone to switch on the light.